No tears left for today

Today I made it without tears, no tears left in the physical sense today just the ones that are in my heart at the moment. Surprising enough it's been exactly 3 months 12 day's since my baby's death everyone said it will get better well it's not. It just seems to be getting worse with the holiday's fast approaching I just want to crawl in a hole and bury my head.

Angel was my life

The despair is never ending you feel as if your spireling downward not knowing how to get back to the light. My daughter was 15 years old and died on 08/08/2006.