Misty is the love of my life she was not only my girlfriend but a friend of mine. I remember the first day I met her it was at school and JOTC she walked in with a big smile on her face. Even though my day was messed up she made it better, I pulled her out of formation to help her but I really just wanted to talk with her. She made me so happy I miss that smile of her’s. I loved that smile she had so much energy we started dating on 08/29/05. I remember all the good times we had and the plans we made but most of all I remember love we had between us. Nothing can stop that I will always love her and will never forget her or the times we had. I love her and miss her.
Love Jack
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Sweet smiles always
My smiles were saved strictly for her
Not sure I can make it through without surcoming to the drowing
The rose she gave me after the fact. Setting on my front proch the Sunday after her death. My heart was swelling with the grief inside but just as I got lost in this grief. I looked up and seen the most beautiful rose on the bush she had smelled of just day's before her death. It was like she said here mom this rose is for you I love you so much.
Not only my daughter but my forever friend you will always be. Happy valentines day in heaven baby
Joy without exception this was my Angel
Sweet smiles always
My Angel's undying love
Today I was thinking of my Angel and what the new year brings, when out of nowhere came a feather from an Angels wing. The time I had spent thinking she was floating just above, telling me from Heaven of her undying love. In the New Year Beginning she did not want to see me cry nor let a day go by without viewing my smile. No fear or darkness envelopes me now for I know that in this day. New Year is a beginning with my Angel and her undying love from up above.
Written for my daughter by Mary S. Castillo her mommy.
I was always known as Angel's Mom
My smiles were saved strictly for her
Happy Birthday My Sweet Angel!
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday dear Angel Happy Birthday to you. Mommy loves you and is thinking of you today in so many special ways. I miss you daily and am doing all I can to get the word out to help others. Do you remember your 5th Birthday I do, I remember you thought you were not going to have a cake and candles. You gave so much when you shared your home with the other kids coming into our life. That was your first Birthday with them you thought we were not going to celebrate because we had the other kids. I will never forget the joy and tears in your eyes when I brought in the cake with the candles lit and we sang happy birthday. This was supposed to be your best Birthday ever this Sweet Sixteen day but Heavenly Father will have to take over for me today since I can’t be there in person with you. Just know your in my heart today as always and never will I be without you as close as a thought. Today I will be celebrating in sprit with you for you were the most beautiful person in my life and always will be. I Love You! Love Mom
Thankful thoughts today
Today is Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for the time I had with my beautiful baby. Thankful for the smiles, love and joy she brought into my life while she was here. Today is the first holiday without her in the world and I’m praying that somehow she knows how much I love her and how thankful I truly am for her. I’ve chosen to endure this day alone so as not to bring any sadness to anyone else’s day, I knew it would be hard to hold back tears. I’m envisioning her having this day in heaven around a table full of all the foods that she enjoys so much. Praying heavenly father hugs her for me, tells her I love her and how very thankful to have had her as a part of my life and that I’m thinking of her today as always.
Angel and her boyfriend Jack
About Me
- Marysangel
- I lost my 15 year old daughter on August 8th 2006. Searching for grief relief I learned how to start a blog. So here I am opening my life to the general public in hopes of obtaining healing techniques.
The grief is like a big wave engulfing my every move
Not sure I can make it through without surcoming to the drowing
2 comments:
Dear Mary S.,
My heart goes out to you. Your loss of Misty is beyond tragic and continues an escalating trend of unspeakable, unconscionable abuse by the mental health industry.
I view all this from the unique perspective of having practiced pschology for thirty + years in both a private setting and at several mental health centers scattered throughout Arkansas during the early years of my career. I have also been a victim of these criminal sociopaths who call themselves professional
mental health practicioners not only from a personal level; having been railroaded into brief inpatient treatment in 1975 and again in 1989 and just barely surviving the ordeals on both occassions. More recently I have discovered my 13-year-old son has been secretly treated by 3 particularly hideous "the---rapists" commonly shortened to the term 'therapists'...
for FOUR YEARS...without my consent, my awareness, my knowledge!!! Thus my son was mind-raped from age 9 until 13
for no reason save the hefty fees being paid by his SSRI addicted mother. The three men are named Warren Seiler,M.D.a vile albino who's been reeking havoc unmolested by the Arkansas Medical Board for decades at a laughably ridiculous treatment facility inspired by Tolkien's fantasy novel, "Hobbit"...Rivendell, located in Saline County,AR.His long-time sidekick's name is Jay Morgan, who holds a highly questionable counseling degree from UCA, engaged in the primary therapy relationship with my son. Zach. Zach tells me they mostly talked about school stuff and shared Morgan's large bowl of candy and gum he kept close by. Lucrative fees will pay for alot of candy and gum, I suspect. The third party was Glen Lowitz, Ph.D. who provides the legal cover for Mr. Morgan. Thank God that Zach never agreed to take their drugs/poisons although he tells me they pushed the idea.
I have been engaged in battling the Arkansas Psychology Board regarding the above thugs since early August,06 and the APB is fiercely playing Cover Everybody's Ass as I suspected
would happen.
The grotesque over medicating of Misty should be obvious
to anyone who is not a blatant criminal or who does not have the excuse of being brain dead. I will vigorously assist you in any possible way. With My Deepest Sympathy,
Roy Murtishaw
Pine Bluff, Ar
870-550-7696
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August 14, 2006
Arkansas Psychology Board
Formal Complaint;
Re.: Jay Morgan M.S. ; L.P.E.
Glenn Lowitz PhD; Supervisor
Warren Seiler,Jr, M.D. ?????
ADDENDUM
Dear Committee Members:
I have just learned Warren Seiler, Jr, M.D. signs off on Mr. Jay Morgan's casework with clients at Dr. Seiler's office. Therefore ,please include said Seiler among the parties of my complaint, dated August 8,2006. FYI, also please add the following chronology of the history specifically regarding my relationship with my son, Zachary Cronin.
I only learned today Mr. Morgan has been counselling my son off and on since November 11, 2002..nearly four years ago; 45 months to be exact. During ten months of that time, I enjoyed considerably more contact with Zach and we occassionally discussed his late grandmother who was also a life long friend of mine. I was therefore particularly interested in Morgan's assertion he
" treated Zachary regularly two years for Zach's protracted grief response to Joyce's death " which is a preposterous finding. Joyce lived with Zach and Zach's mother during the long period of her dying, the intense involvement of hospice personel and the heroic involvement of Joyce's long-term estranged husband, Gerald Cronin, Zach's grandfather. I was on the scene often as well; as Joyce and I had a very close, multi-faceted relationship. Zachary simply did not display unusual grief following Joyce's death. However, Shaun did exhibit the symptoms Morgan describes as being Zach's symptoms. The truth of the matter is Shaun's symbiotic attachment to Zach is a clear pattern that should be obvious to any discerning amateur, novice would-be shrink; much less those named Morgan, Seiler, or Lowitz..individuals who hold themselves out to be highly trained " professionals ". Examine ever so briefly the facts in this case : Shaun Cronin approaches 38 years of age and is well aware her biological clock is fast approaching the ' witching hour ' and she decides to go " semen shopping ". I became the primary target..well known and respected by her family, formerly a single father to a son of near-genius IQ who distinguished himself at Stanford University, and a target who would likely be easily discouraged and dismissed if her shopping was successful. Following the conception Shaun does indeed dismiss me so can she can recreate the ' virgin birth ' and become the all encompassing single mother/madonna?. She begins sleeping with the child and despite his being severely enuretic; amazingly she continues to sleep with Zachary until he is past ten-years-old!...at which time I intervened as I had done when Zach was a toddler, when upon learning I might be Zach's father; I successfully filed a paternity suit thanks in large part to Joyce Cronin's blowing the whistle on Shaun's mysterious pregnancy.
I have strongly suspected Shaun's symbiosis with Zach also enables a possible
" munchausen-by-proxy " whereby her own psychiatric problems are projected onto Zachary. ( Shaun has been addicted to SSRIs for many years and was "impossible " according to Zach when recently her medication was shifted to Paxil ).
It is, thus, simply incredible Morgan and by extension, Seiler and/or Lowitz could see a child nearly FOUR YEARS for a medical/psychological condition without once contacting the child's father; a father who practiced for thirty years as a mental health professional I hasten to add!!.....What kind of arrogant idiots are now being allowed to hold themselves out to be 'EXPERTS " on human relationships? Perhaps, Seiler, Lowitz and Morgan might also even pretend to be fathers themselves, God forbid!
It is also a frightening revelation that Zach had been able to conceal this four year relationship from me. I wonder what kind of pressure has been exerted upon him and by whom to keep this secret so tightly kept. Perish the thought Morgan, Seiler and crew would encourage Zach not to reveal any information lest one of the cars on their little " gravy train " become derailed as it most certainly would have been and I hope will be moving forward for Zach and all the other victims of these cretins.
Back in the old days, lesser trained psychologists were required to be supervised by PhD psychologists....not by psychiatrists ;no matter how proudly the psychiatrists might tout their training ( certainly fits the bill with Seilerit seems ). I still labor under the impression a psychiatrist is not automatically awarded a PhD at the same time they receive their M.D. In fact, when I practiced; psychiatrists were held somewhat below social workers as far as competency was concerned and light years below real psychologists.
Roy,
Thanks once again for your interest in helping me. Send me your line and I will post it on all my sites. Will be in touch with you soon! Sincerely Mary
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