Today Baby Girl it’s been six months since you left me in the physical sense. It’s hard to believe a half a year has come and gone how I’ve gotten through the moments is beyond my knowledge of strength. But my darling Angel your in my thoughts daily every where I turn ,everything I see and every song on the radio brings you to my mind. I love you so much to think continuing on without you sometimes is unbearable.
I know your never going to leave me in spirit and will continue to guide me on. Although my life is endless it seems without you beside me in this world. Today I’ll visit that cold ground your buried under to take you a rose, sing you a song and to let you know your never forgotten. Somehow deep inside I know you understand when the tears fall your mommy misses you so.
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Sweet smiles always
My smiles were saved strictly for her
Not sure I can make it through without surcoming to the drowing
The rose she gave me after the fact. Setting on my front proch the Sunday after her death. My heart was swelling with the grief inside but just as I got lost in this grief. I looked up and seen the most beautiful rose on the bush she had smelled of just day's before her death. It was like she said here mom this rose is for you I love you so much.
Not only my daughter but my forever friend you will always be. Happy valentines day in heaven baby
Joy without exception this was my Angel
Sweet smiles always
My Angel's undying love
Today I was thinking of my Angel and what the new year brings, when out of nowhere came a feather from an Angels wing. The time I had spent thinking she was floating just above, telling me from Heaven of her undying love. In the New Year Beginning she did not want to see me cry nor let a day go by without viewing my smile. No fear or darkness envelopes me now for I know that in this day. New Year is a beginning with my Angel and her undying love from up above.
Written for my daughter by Mary S. Castillo her mommy.
I was always known as Angel's Mom
My smiles were saved strictly for her
Happy Birthday My Sweet Angel!
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday dear Angel Happy Birthday to you. Mommy loves you and is thinking of you today in so many special ways. I miss you daily and am doing all I can to get the word out to help others. Do you remember your 5th Birthday I do, I remember you thought you were not going to have a cake and candles. You gave so much when you shared your home with the other kids coming into our life. That was your first Birthday with them you thought we were not going to celebrate because we had the other kids. I will never forget the joy and tears in your eyes when I brought in the cake with the candles lit and we sang happy birthday. This was supposed to be your best Birthday ever this Sweet Sixteen day but Heavenly Father will have to take over for me today since I can’t be there in person with you. Just know your in my heart today as always and never will I be without you as close as a thought. Today I will be celebrating in sprit with you for you were the most beautiful person in my life and always will be. I Love You! Love Mom
Thankful thoughts today
Today is Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for the time I had with my beautiful baby. Thankful for the smiles, love and joy she brought into my life while she was here. Today is the first holiday without her in the world and I’m praying that somehow she knows how much I love her and how thankful I truly am for her. I’ve chosen to endure this day alone so as not to bring any sadness to anyone else’s day, I knew it would be hard to hold back tears. I’m envisioning her having this day in heaven around a table full of all the foods that she enjoys so much. Praying heavenly father hugs her for me, tells her I love her and how very thankful to have had her as a part of my life and that I’m thinking of her today as always.
Angel and her boyfriend Jack
About Me
- Marysangel
- I lost my 15 year old daughter on August 8th 2006. Searching for grief relief I learned how to start a blog. So here I am opening my life to the general public in hopes of obtaining healing techniques.
The grief is like a big wave engulfing my every move
Not sure I can make it through without surcoming to the drowing
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Thanks for writing this.
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